Two weeks left of this term, during which i have five SAC. SAC's for those who don't know are like test but a bit worse. Anyway other then that i have trial exam straight after the holidays, so i'll be spending two weeks studying arrgh -_-"
After the trail i have two more weeks of school then a week of them the real exams. So i'm pretty much stressed all the time, add to that that i am meant to be deciding what i want to do for the rest of my life during these next weeks. My father wants me to go to Uni so he's pressuring me, and so is my grandfather because to both of them being a writer is just not good enough. My mum is the only one who is encouraging me to be a writer because she know it is what i want to do and what i enjoy doing. So i have decided to not do uni until 2011 if i do it at all,and i have an interview thing with Sandy, who is the career person in our school, she loves us and we all love her.
Since i have already decided that i'm not going to uni next year i dont know why i'm even going to the interview because i'll just have to tell her that. On top of that i have to somehow figure out how to tell my father that i'm not only not doing uni next year like he wants me too but i want to move to Hamilton to live with my mum and i only just moved in with my father at the very end of last year.
As well as that my father's girlfriend is causing sooo much trouble and i really dont like her, she cracked it the other day just be cause i mention my mum, i was sooo pissed off. It's like i cant talk about my own mother just because she get pissed off and my father is the one who she has a go at and the one who suffers because she won't say it to my face. I also only get four tickets to my graduation and i have five people who want to go, my father, his girlfriend, my oldest brother, my mum and my aunty Jen. I would truely rather just not have my father girlfriend there and swap her and my aunt and have my best mate come instead then neither of my parents can complain.


Alright i feel a little better now Thank you, if anyone happened to bother to listen to my little destressing rant. If you have any advice give me a yell (comment) i could use some good advice at the moment